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Rage filled frustrations Flailing about like a ferocious child Bull with horns, hammering obscenities Everyone better stay cowered But it happened Today You going on and on Fueling your rage Getting off on the way The rest of us cower And something slipped Inside my mind it spun Loose and without restraint And my rage [...]

As the Sun sets The Dark creeps carefully into Place With Permanent remnants of Regrets Chaining me in an Embrace of Carefully Conceived Disgrace

Wrapped in the withering red ribbon of memory Pulling perilously on the reigns of regret Embers like fireflies Fanning to flame the fiercely forgotten Merciless moonrise Tornado of thoughts twisting Tearing Ripping and revealing Repressed remembering Flailing and falling The feeling of fearing Nearing

Encased in thoughts of you Tilting my head to taste The smell that graced Like a preview So seductively As my fingers trace The unchaste places Still to be pursued

Silky smooth between fingertips The slow roll and release Little piece of my heart Struggling to beat While you slowly tear it apart

Struggle to keep confined the thoughts That spiral around my mind Like gunshots Ringing out to remind That I am consigned and designed To be only subplots In this dilemma of mankind Inclined to find The connection in these inkblot sunspots Of shadow redefined Thought I found it in snapshots Scattered about the crackpots Before [...]

More subtle than the dust that settles Silently across the rolling seas of disbelief From deep blue to gray on winds of change White flag wavering in it’s waving ways Nuclear backdrop of fear forever ingrained In the hearts and minds of the clinically sane

A shotgun blast is a hell of a wake up call. As the thunderous roar died out I lifted my head with one eye open and called to Dillon, “What time is it?” Walking through the bedroom door while reloading the 12 gauge Dillon smiled, “Wake up thirty, sweety.” “Oh God.” I grumbled as I [...]

Oh baby haunt me nightly While I banshee in sleep Creep up silently Catch the tears that seep Out of this hole so deep That I fall down Every god damn time I wake To find you’re not around Oh baby haunt me while I shake Before I drown In these puddles of regret That [...]