May sixteenth One part sorrow One part joy Maybe a sign Inspiration separation The day of destruction Emotional Loss Disarray Scattered thoughts and heart break Litter the streets That wind past wisdom And dive into damnation Ascend Ascend Amended in eternity Jenn Fall down upon weakened knees With this dark haired Always in my dreams [...]

There are a thousand years Worth of thanks I never had a chance to give I never had the courage to say So much easier To think of you As a replacement I was young Stupid Ungrateful But I know now And I am grateful I am thankful For you stood up And took me [...]

Always with a smile and a laugh Hidden emotions Beneath the surface Jokingly rattling Someone cage Stranger Friend They can only smile Knowing It’s just your way. But a son can see Deeper I can see the things You try to hide The pain The anger The guilt That stirs But mother There is no [...]

Reverse the colors Let me see the world As a negative Darkened sunshine Filtering through The tree branches of light Let me bare witness To a world Where we could Be

The idea of love Has been shredded away Blown apart Burned and buried Nothing left to save The heat hangs heavy Pushing down Pulling Calling for forfeiture Of my soul And I will Give in to this Motionless existence Of failure For there is no relief In sight Only shimmering mirages Of demons licking Hungrily [...]

Glance up at the clouds So perfectly white Against the blue vastness Of life and wish Silently Urgently For a rain of flames To come wash over Cleanse me and end me Fuck delicate withering Lava laden clouds of red Circling over A pitch black sky With wisps of grey Twirling through Every memory of [...]